The one about thinking

So thus far this year I have learned a decent amount about myself and ironically thinking is still not my strong suit. oh the joy of impulsiveness is beginning to not be as excitingas it was in the past.

The One about mistakes.

I feel so dumb right. I really need to think things trough before I open my mistake driven mouth. I care so much for her and, whether its on purpose or accidentally, I can't even see that she is uncomfortable with this situation. Why in the world did I even bring that up? She's a strong girl but it still doesn't make me feel like this was a huge mistake. I am truly sorry. I need to learn to think my thoughts out clearly becasue I truly care for her.

The one about the truth

To tell you the truth, that is one of the most amazing feelings. that closeness, that security, its one of the best feelings in the world.

The one about dreaming

dreaming to me is wishing something but without being read. its a way to have hidden desires from the world. and plus, dreaming never puts pressure on anyone except the dreamer

The one about stillness

Ever wonder why time seems to stand still?? or maybe even why everything seems to move around you but you can't do anything about it?? I do. This is how I have been feeling lately. And I'm not bitter but I have seen better days. Emptiness is something that comes every once in a while but when it hits you its like being blind-sided by a car. You don't realize it until its too late. And in this period of stillness in my life, I have been able to smile at the things around me. Not everything but many things around me.

The one about the night

"Rome wasn't built in a day". Obviously there was night time shift for the builders. After wondering why sleep is such a rare commodity, I came to a weird realization: Everything that is worth remembering has happened at night. Whether it'd be a walk or a rendezvous with Campus Safety, the moments lived so far this semester will always have an impact on our lives. Whether you will never live it down or whether happiness became a welcomed guest or even just the random evenings spent at T.O.L., these night events have now given us something to talk aout in the morning when the construction of our lives goes back into motion.